Sunday, August 8, 2010

No reason to be here... he just is

he's lying about everything

when he says he doesn't know anything

yeah he's totally in the dark about everything

he just says he doesn't know what he saying

says it all comes out by accident

its not on purpose

he came to do you no harm

infact he never meant to come that way at all

he just fell here

stood out of place there

he had no reason to even be here

he's just in the dark

he's home but the lights are off

remember i told you all about him

and how his life was shortly cut off

by the noose that strung him from

the top of watertower where he hung himself on

Sounds unheard of in a town unkown

My heart is like an oven

the feeling I feel is always nothing

when i'm around you

i feel like I'm nothing

but i realize now its not just me

its you thats below the nothing (thank you for making me)

the same nothing you keep feeding me

the same nothing i keep putting up with (thank you for making me feel special)

the nothing that makes my soul

sometimes feels to me like a hot engine

its beenn overdriven

driving on down the war path

on the path

to destruction

he began his killings

but the judge ruled his acts multiple homocide

the clue was the hidden sign

when folks said that he was always shy

they knew something was wrong

it was his cleverness that made him slide

slither off the curb

on the curve of the disturbed

it did not occur to them

the towns people that never stood a chance

everything always rests

on the destructin of this one man

him alone with his gun

he can take you control

take it down with the ship

like an anchor dropping in the ocean

he's on the curve of disturbed

in this chaos of comotion

he sets aside he emotions

but still he leans on the verge of destruction

he prays to god "please please stop these damn four walls from closing"

but nobody knows it that this was going to happen

in a town that had not yet awoken

until the sirens rang,

a sound that was unheard of in a town unknown

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

My world folds in half, you don't give a half

when my world folds in half
you stand there and don't give a half
so watch me break my fucking back
why should i help you
did you help me?
I had hope that you would give me half a hand
seems like the more i ache the longer i stand, its like i'm always crying, why do i sigh, every time the moon is always high, and I'm always high on my life
it feels like a million and one emotions, firecrackers explosions, going up all at once, blowing up in my eyes.

wach me now while I'm climbing, tearing up the midnight skies
i can see a sudden drop shift it, you can see it the look in my eyes
like i'm about to go off on you with a switchblade knife to you're throat and cut your eyes
and bleed you like a hairless goat