Sage of the Seers - Divine or Hell? or maybe left in between ? - Salvia report #2

I was sitting on the veranda at night, with a notepad, a pen and music, i had my pipe filled to the top with pure salvia divinorum, I speak of it so often in my notes because the feelings i felt were unearthy, perception flickers from normality to madness.

I found myself in hysteria, perspiration pouring down my face like you wouldn't believe, I found myself staring blank down at the rug on the ground, the rug has big thick bold lines going every which way, the lines curved and it looked like the rug was coming to life, formation patterns began to form, and to my gaze I fell deeper into another level of conciousness and being. here's my thoughts

when I was sinking deeper I was listening to "Something" by the Beatles with my earphones on. I was thinking while i was on salvia, "I'm changing! Oh man I want out of this! wait I can't, I have to let go but I can't what if I don't make it back? what if this is all there is a plain existance where NOTHING CAN EXIST the only the lines, the pattern pieces, IT'S SO DAMN FRAIL what if it breaks?!!"

then I began to wonder if I change will the music I'm listening to change with me? then I heard a voice inside my head forcing me in, I couldn't go any further but it presisted on taking me down to the witches cauldron. It was scary, and the more i felt like falling in the further my mind escaped from reality, I knew that all wasn't lost yet, I still had a grip of the life-preserver, I knew as long as I held on nothing could harm nor touch me. I held onto the belief that soon I'll be home, though it can be hard to know where home is when your on the drug. another thing I remember quiet distinctly was that



"someone is throwing a party, a party for someone real important, maybe it was like a last supper for someone important, who knows, All I remember was in my head a voice said "Don't resist it, come in, we are waiting, there's a party, you're invited, We need you, You know you are important to US, We need you, remember yesterday when we went the factory where the machines were, remember?" it was like they were explaining to me that maybe in alternate world of salvia, I had a place or meaning of considerable value, they acted as if they knew me sooo well, they knew every fear and if I resisted they'd play against me, If I cooperated then they'd return me back when I resisted that is when they dragged me in and then my head began to shack spasm like, It was like "this is the way we flow" my head shakes, "Now this is the way you come in" and then i was obliterated into a thousand lost pieces so thats when I got up grabbed my notepad, music and ran into the house and as I ran I felt dizzy, scared, confused but I felt overwhelming sense of relief because the effects were beginning to wore off. I think I took 4 puffs the first beginning i felt nothing, then i took another 3 mins later i felt a lil something by the 4th hit I was only eyes that could see out, I couldn't feel my self, I mean I could but it felt tingly numbish but I could still feel. There is just so much that happened and some of it is vague even now, though I can never forget the important signifigance had placed on me. when i got inside the house I went up and gave the dog a hug, I was so happy to be home safe like i knew I would :)

The come down is very euphoric, It feels almost like a high I get off weed only a little different and not as fun lol.
What's amazing is salvia effects the brain unlike other hallucinogens, it has no alkloids and the significant igredient in salvia divinorum is called salvinorin A most salvia plants contain salvia A which is soley responsible for the cause of psychoactivity found from smoking it. other plants of Salvia contain Salvinorin B, C and more I'm pretty sure. I've done all my research and know all there is that is known about it. from the use of it with the indigenus Maztac shamans and so